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Junior = Problems? at 11:17 PM

I'm already a third year highschool student. And life as a third year student is more crucial than the past two years of being a highschool student. Even I'm not with my former classmates i'm happy with my section. Kasi hindi ko naman kaklase si.... There are a lot of difference right now. Example pag scouting. Before I really hate scouting. But now i'm lovin' it :) oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh my gosh! :)) not just because it is the time where i can get together with my friends but also because the ILANG FACTOR is already gone. :)

I, still, have problems in school. Especially about the group of friends i'm into. I hate it when they get mad because i'm not with them and i'm with the other girls. o'cmon! Let's face the truth. "hindi lang sila ang kaybigan ko" :| Ang hirap lang kasi nung, nagagalit sayo kasi hindi ka nasama sa grupo, pero pag nasama ka naman out of place ka na. Ang unfair lang kasi. Right? Isn't it unfair enough for me to pull my self out of 'em? Even if i'm not with them anymore i still consider them as friends, pero sila, they're mad at me. Gusto ko minsang sabihin na "HINDI NAMAN AKO MALAKING KAWALAN SA GROUPO NYO DIBA, BAKIT BA KAYO NAGAGALIT." gusto ko sabihin yon because that's what i feel. Feeling ko wala akong sense, i'm nothing. I don't even feel that they care for me. Is it right to take away my chance in making friends and socializing with others? Isn't it unfair to get mad at me bacause i'm not with the anymore, which in fact it's their fault? hindi ba? :|

I can't get them anymore. I'm not their pet na pinapakain at pinapaliguan nila. I'm a human being. An organism which responds to stimuli. Tao ako kaya nagreresponse ako sa mga ginagawa nila. It's not my fault if i did change. And one thing. I didn't change, i just stop living the way they want me to.

This is too much... thanks blogger. At least I can express my self through your help. :)

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